Sandy Bloomwicks

Dear Stephanie

Hey I saw this card, and I though, "That's exactly what I appreciate about Stephanie
I really don't understand why we ever got along together. We're very different people, opposites almost in a lot of respects. But even though I don't understand it, I've hardly met a person I like being around more.

Which makes me upset. When you said earlier this year that you hadn't made real friends at Princeton like you had back home, I hated that I couldn't say "at least you have me." Because it wouldn't have been true; we're not really friends. I hardly see you, and we're not very close at all.

Lately, I decided to put an effort into seeing you more, but you've been shrugging me off left and right. You act like there's nothing going on, like you're just joking, but you're being a bitch to me, steph, and acting like it's nothing is insulting (Just like not letting aDylan know that you don't want to hang out with him is disrespectful.) I'm not going to keep bothering you if you don't care about seeing me anymore, but there was a time last year when I really cared about you last year, and you I, and I believe that we can recapture some of that connection and be good friends if we choose to.

I know you've been feeling down lately. I could tell from my phone call. I also know that I can't really support you, because only a friend can help when life kicks you in the teeth. That pains me, Steph, because I still think you're a captivating and beautiful girl.

Brian

BTW, I tend to get a bit intense when I write, so take all this w/a grain of salt and tune things down about 20 decibles. And happy Valentine's Day

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is exactly what I got with a bag of truffles. grammer/capitalizing mistakes and all. (Brian is my ex-boyfriend, btw, whom I don't like very much now)

also the card said "Work like you don't need money, love like you've never been hurt, sing as if no one can hear you, and dance like no one's watching" on the front and "Live in the moment, and let the moment take your breath away" on the inside.

So I finally saw the play that I set designed for last weekend, EQUUS. The actors were amazing, somehow I always end up having a crush on one of the actors by the end of the show. This time it was the guy who played Dysart. Though not real crush. =P
I did have a private breakdancing lesson with this totally awesome dude, who's chill and nice, I mean who else would offer their time to teach newbies breakdancing for FREE. It actually wasn't supposed to be private, but the 4 other guys didn't show up, so it was just him and I.
But yea, after the show, I hit up a cast party for The Last 5 Years, because I knew most people in that. Then after that, I headed to the cast party for Equus. Cast parties are one of the few places I can get free hard alcohol, but I was good last night. 0:) because I have midterms this week, ahhh!!
We still have problem sets due during midterms, rawr. I spent 5 1/2 hours doing 1 part of an 8 part problem. True there were only 3 problems in the whole set, but seriously, these questions are crazy. I hate discrete math -_- and I should so study now.

So one of my close friends ended up in a hospital last Thursday, and I didn't find out until yesterday (Saturday). We live on the same hall, and we'd often hang out, go out, eat, and generally be together a lot last year. This year, I haven't been around in the dorm much, and I feel like I'm drifting from all the close friends I had last year. It wasn't until Friday that I heard that he was taken by two public safety officers, saying that his test results from McCosh (our health center) had come back. We didn't really think anything of this, until nobody saw him around for the next two days. Apparently another close friend had called the health center and they found out that he was in the hospital.
I love doing lots of activities, and being busy with everything, though when it prevents you from keeping up with your friends with something as important as being hospitalized, I start to wonder, if I'm too overbooked.

So I finally decied to make an livejournal. Nothing really interesting ever happens to me, so don't get too excited.

Last night I went out. Started at Colonial for 90's night, it was ok in the beginning, but then they started playing really random crap, so we moved to Quad. Lots of beirut, as usual, dancing get better as the night got later. Though I was going kind of crazy with my breakdancing buddies. They're awesome, because they're good looking guys who can actually dance. I saw Elizabeth (Bloomwicks) out, who had been botting before. It's amusing seeing someone bot, then out partying like 1/2 and hour later, because I never knew anyone in real life before her. Though it'd be much more amusing seeing it the other way.... get drunk, then try and bot.